February 2012
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January 2012
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Dear Dad,
To be honest, I was never really sure what he wanted me to think. One moment he’d be taking the bag of trail mix away from me after ‘one handful too many,’ the next he’d be dropping off a huge bag full of Hershey’s kisses on our doorstep. He’d tell me I was beautiful, then casually comment that liposuction was an easy and affordable option if I was that...
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I am me.
I am me. Even with pills to keep me sane- I AM ME.
I’ve thought about it at moments, when someone else voices that opinion or when I think it myself. If I need drugs to help keep me stable and happy, then is the happiness fake? Am I dependent on little white pills, small and easy to swallow, to be myself? Without them…
NO.
I know who I am more than anyone else does. I’ve seen...
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Hello Tumblr,
Congress is considering a new bill called SOPA which consists of strict internet regulation in America. It basically is intended to remove anything posted on the internet containing copyrighted material which the company/person who posted the material does not have ownership of, leaving the company/person with a lawsuit and us with a much smaller database on sites like youtube. I...
My URL
Mi madre was understandably worried about people in my high school finding my blog, and to assuage her, I have changed the URL so that they will never be able to find it. I don’t even think I can remember it.
So yes, amtssoryceshnra.tumblr.com was my way of avoiding deleting Many Short Races. If you’d notice, it’s just the letters of manyshortraces all mixed up. That quote...
December 2011
7 posts
A Segment from the Past
“I almost woke Mom up last night, wanting to cry about how I was scared of what I might inflict on my own body, on my own temple. Shame silenced me. Who was I, with a stomach full of tofu and broccoli, blessed with friends, opportunities and an optimistic future, to cry? To want to be comforted, needed? I feel stupid. And in all honesty, it’s a motivator. I want to starve myself long enough,...
Anonymous asked: SHUT THE FUCK UP your life is not that depressing
“I don’t trust anyone who hasn’t been self-destructive in some way. And who...”
– Johnny Depp
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November 2011
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11/11/11
So, I won our bowling game tonight with a score of 111 with 11 minutes left for our session on 11/11/11. nbd.
And, since I don’t believe my wish won’t come true if I tell you guys (technically it’s typing, you see) I wished, both times, for my mother to be happy. Doesn’t matter how it happens, I just wished for something to come into her life that will make her unbearably...
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“In three words I can sum up everything I have learned about life: It goes on.”
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October 2011
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I was Bulimic.
But I beat it.
And now, I see those blogs of people dying to be thinner, be prettier, be that “It” girl that all the strangers turn to look at, and I think… They hate themselves. They are so unhappy and focused on their shells that their insides are rotting away. Soon they’ll turn into hollow emptiness, whereupon when someone calls to them, it will echo echo echo down...
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He has a voice like an angel, smoothing over my...
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I feel my heart start beating to my favorite song...
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Food for Thought
“People are a little strange: they go on exploring the Himalayas, they go on exploring the Pacific, they go on reaching the moon and Mars; there is just one thing they never try- exploring the inner being. Humankind has landed on the moon but people have not landed yet on their own beings. Maybe landing on the moon is an escape, maybe going to Mount Everest is an escape. Maybe he doesn’t...
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